Sometimes it's a little scary how very easy it is to become someone so totally different from yourself. Today, I became a babuska for a few minutes, and it was hilarious. My roommates and I laughed as I waddled my way across the room, attempting to figure out where exactly all the extra padding is supposed to go.


On a more serious note, it also concerns me how easily I can change from being content and happy, to being flustered and upset. I became very jealous over a friend of mine today. She's doing things I have dreamed of doing for a long time. I'm having to face the reality that very likely I will never get to see and do what she is seeing and doing now. It's a bitter pill to swallow, and I am having trouble letting go of that dream. I just have to keep praying that God will grant me contentedness with where I am now and the crazy moments like these pictures that just bring joy to the day.